Scribbling...

 
I've found something that I wrote and 'refined' few years back... enjoy ;]

I wrote it thinking that if I ever wrote a romance novel - this poem would be something I would put at the begging as a reference to one of the character's words.

/Pilgrimage/

I wish for a love...

so true, so full and deep that will

make me worship every Inch

of my beloved Lover’s body

simply because it’s housing his precious being.. 

I wish for a love...

so deep (that)

the simple Though can terrify me

(can) thrust me into despair

and (make me) pray and wish

that it never came to exist,  to BE

If the cause of such a Love ceased to exist...

there wouldn’t be a thing I would fear anymore.

To light a match and burn the world

to make it scream

to make it wish itself to die

and make it so...

that it will look like the remnants of my soul which isn’t here anymore…

and I wouldn’t care -

like a World itself doesn’t care…

or (maybe) to leave the world and it’s sanity with it’s Saints...

and in whisper of the winds

rustle of the leaves

in the sun scorching heat

to leave this world and go on...

chasing your laugh and faint scent

to reach to you and never come close…

to chase the smile

to capture the scent

to freeze your warmth so it’s always with me

to lose myself so I could find you

or gaze at your shadow…

and if my wander doesn’t bring me closer

then let me take a graceful dancer’s (Death) offer
to throw away this heartbeat

this warmth

this air in my lungs

so that when they no longer chain me

I can continue my journey

hoping that at each new turn I may find you anew…

My Pilgrimage...